I hate not having my kids around. Especially if they're gone for a couple days or more. When Lances parents used to come get Dreysen to take him to Washington, he stayed for 3 weeks and it seemed like the longest 3 weeks ever. I missed him. Zee was supposed to stay with them as well but he was still a baby, I had to have at least one of my kids around lol The house was so quiet without Drey and at night, I would get all emotional thinking about him.
Anyway, I'm leaving back to Washington tomorrow morning and Dreysen is staying for 2 1/2 weeks. Lance and I will be driving back down the last week of this month. I want him to spend as much time with my family since we are no longer within driving distance from them but what I'm so indecisive about is whether or not I should leave my baby, Zeland. I can't make up my mind. I'll say he's staying, and the next day he's coming back with me lol My husband is getting so irritated that I keep changing my mind haha I put his name on my ticket just in case since he's free but the downside to that is, my flight is at 7 am...depart to Arizona, wait there 2 hours then head out to Seattle! I'm not even sure if I want him to go through all of that..let alone, I DONT want to go through having to carry him, dealing with his fussiness and carrying bags all at the same time lol My decision right now is to leave him but who knows, it might change tomorrow morning before I leave to the airport. I just know he's going to cry when he notices that I'm not around. He's at that age where he's attached to me and wants no one else but ME. I dont know what to do. It'd be nice to have some alone time with my husband but at the same time, I know if I do leave both of them, by Monday I'm gonna tell Lance, "I should of taken him with me." lol
Well, we'll see what happens:)
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