Crying out for you

I can't sleep. I've been trying to write a blog about my Dad's passing but it's just too hard. It feels weird to get back to regular life, without reflecting back to memories of him. I miss him so much and I feel so lonely without him. How do you even explain to people who love and care about you that even though they're right there with you, you still feel alone in this World? How do you face your husband of 5 years and tell him you feel lonely even when he's right next to you? I always was a Daddy's Girl! He was my Hero. No, he IS my hero. Since then my life has been in complete disbelief and denial.

I miss you Dad!!!!!!!!

(The last time I saw him in April 2012)

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